Like Mister Death

First. Nu vreau sa vad,nu vreau sa aud.
Second. Nu ma mai abtin. Nu mai vreau sa ma abtin.
Third. Tu,care citesti,nu incerca sa intelegi ceva. No way. Nici eu nu stiu ce vreau (sa insinuez,sau vreun motiv).

Again,foolish.
Si ce?

Boy I really need to tell you this,
Just can’t live without your love and tenderness (no way).
BoyI really need to tell you this,
You alone ya give me full of joy and happiness (o yes).
And I’m missing the way you make me feel nice.
Missing the way I hold you at night.
Missing you crazy when you’re not around.
Boy I really need you.
We’ve been together for a long time,
Been through rain and sunshine.
Still we keep tracking on.
A nuff you know we don’t claim,
Get you out the ruff times.
When we’re weak, Jah makes us stronger.
And it’s hard for a lady when her man is away,
But I’ll be returning to you boy one day.
We’ll be together, I love you forever.
Yes man I’m here to stay!
Me sing when the time comes,
*(And me haffi left up??)*
Me hope you understand
Me have a little work that have to done.
Baby don’t you share that tear,
There is nothing you should fear.
Though you’re far away,
In my heart you’re always be near. (And)
I got a little love for you
When I get back, so get ready now baby.
Baby, we can do something new,
Just between me and you.
I said, no no no no boy don’t worry.
You know that I will be there for you.
Boy I need you and you only.
Just call me when you’re lonely.

Boy I really need to tell you this,
Just can’t live without your love and tenderness (no way).
BoyI really need to tell you this,
You alone a give me full joy and happiness (o yes).
And I’m missing the way you make me feel nice.
Missing the way I hold you at night.
Missing you crazy when you’re not around.
Boy I really need you.


Am zis ca incetez. Pentru ca in caz contrar,"chiar o sa disper".
E na? Well,da,asa e. Haha.

Dar e altceva. Si altcineva. Si alta tampenie. Si aceeasi sick mind,bineinteles.
I gotta check into rehab.


But I say no,no,no.
:|

I wannna...

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved...

Imi rasuna in minte. Deocamdata si doar momentan...
E cald. E vara. Ar trebui sa fie altfel. Ar trebui.
"O luam de la capat." Asa credeam si eu,si inca ma gandesc la asta. Pentru ca vara trecuta a fost putin iesita din comun si absolut geniala,probabil. Dar asta a fost atunci.
Acum stiu ca astept. Vacanta,tot...Dar,de fapt,ce astept? Habar n-am... Nu am nimic *interesant* in minte,nu se intampla ceva etichetat *foarte tare*... Astept ceva. Sa fie altfel decat pana acum,poate. Mai mult nu mai stiu.

Sunt plictisita de tot si toti,de ce ma inconjoara si ce nu.. Rad,par happy,ma simt bine,dar monotonia se simte in continuare si imi ies din stari foarte usor,trec,oscilez... Ffs,chiar trebuia sa fie asa ?! Sunt indiferenta...fata de multe care poate candva ma interesau,fata de lucruri care cel putin credeam ca ma intereseaza.

"Mda." imi caracterizeaza perfect starea in ansamblu. De data asta,aparent pana si pentru mine ma simt foarte bine - in vara,in compania multor persoane...in tot. - si asa si e. Dar pana intr-un punct,care la un pas gresit pe care il fac aproape mereu trece deasupra oricarui alt fapt.
Nu pot sa mai spun ca m-am saturat,ca vreau altceva...Ce vreau,pana la urma? Cu un *nu stiu* disper.

Nu asa sunt eu!

Si daca...nu asa sunt eu...inseamna ca vreau sa revin eu..
Cum?
...doar daca se va schimba ceva...sau doar daca lucrurile vor lua o intorsatura putin altfel.
So pot doar sa sper ca va fi din nou bine. Ca voi simti pe bune ca *o luam de la capat*,chiar si in alt mod. Pentru ca pana la urma vara e vara,si trebuie sa se simta.
[pauza] and the last time..

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.

Okaaaay...Gata cu astea. :) Daca voi continua,probabil chiar o sa disper.
Nu mai vreau... nu-mi mai trebuie,nu mai simt...Si nu-mi pasa daca acum risc sa ma mint singura si inca n-am terminat... Cel putin un singur lucru e clar.
Si eu chiar nu mai vreau. Cum am zis,va trebui sa fie altfel. E bine si fara. :)

I wanna feel good! [and i will,intr-un mod sau altul. :) ]